my life!

tiring!

2008-02-29T08:54:00.000-08:00

What an tiring week. Was quite busy at work and tiring because i need to wake up. I think i am really a night person, hate waking up in the morning. hhahaa.
If one day i have a company, i am quite sure it won't start at 830am or even 9am. How about starting at 10 or 11am? (=

this few days busy at the road show of shines. TIRING. standing for like 10hours. i think i kind of like presentation and sales. random.

END TIME BIBLE STUDY!
IT blew my mind away. TOTALLY
I really sat at the edge of my chair receiving so much from Pastor How! So annionted. Pastor How really prepared very hard for this seminar on end times. My heart just broke when i see how tired is Pastor how. No matter how tiring it is, Pastors never fails to give us their best all the time. I am so blessed to have such AMAZING Pastors in my life.

Was so tired for this week. The moment i reach home saw a card. It is from Pastors! It really did encouraged me. Haha. Pastors are just the best man. They are so approachable, so loving so amazing and also so spiritual and annionted! (:
My role model in life!

2008-02-19T06:04:00.000-08:00

HOLIDAYS!
I am working right now, not really holiday.
anyway, i miss w46h! all the fun, laughters, people and the atmosphere. tomorrow we going have a bbq, so excited! so many people to catch up with! (:
too many exciting things happening, i just love my life won't exchange it with anyone else.

i love this song
The Way I Was Made by Chris Tomlin

Caught in the half-light, I'm caught alone
Waking up to the sunrise and the radio
Feels like I'm tied up, what's holding me?
Just praying today will be the day I go free

I want to live like there's no tomorrow
I want to dance like no one's around
I want to sing like nobody's listening
Before I lay my body down
I want to give like I have plenty
I want to love like I'm not afraid
I want to be the man I was meant to be
I want to be the way I was made

Made in Your likeness, made with Your hands
Made to discover who You are and who I am
All I've forgotten help me to find
All that You've promised let it be in my life

I going to live like there is no tomorrow!
Love God, Love People, Love life, Love food! :D
Thinking back on my life yesterday, what a privilage to be in HoGc.
A place where real friends exist
A place without backstabbing
A place that is so united
A place of volunteers
A place of God's presense
A place of love
A place of giving
A place of breakthrough
A place of serving

Common guys! The future is going be amazing
We going be a different generation, a generation that is competant and successful yet godly and generous people! :D

2008-01-19T08:01:00.000-08:00

IGNITE FIRST DAY, was on hospitality so took some pictures but there is more lah.

Join children church to help out today, it was just awesome! the kids are wonderful! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. especially DAVID =) it is like first time knowing him and he keep following me and hold hand and drag me along with him. JUST SO ADORABLE! =)

Tomorrow i on hospitality again, YAY! :D
SERVING PEOPLE, PLEASING GOD!
Yeah. Tomorrow going to be exciting, all the sweden people like Pst Joakim and the teamers and also all the Pastors from all the churches all over Singapore! Going to be soooooo EXCITING.
What better place to be other than CHURCH?
HeartofGodchurch is more than a church, it is a home to so many of us. It is where we hang out, where we share hearts, where we give, where we sarifice, where we feel love, where we give our lifes to.
Above all, we serving the Kings of Kings..
Although we might not be able to change the whole world, we change our world one by one.

The future is simply AMAZING.
Lets rise up to take our place with selfless faith.. (=
Going to run this race with my Pastors and leaders!

2008-01-16T07:53:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA. Some random pictures that we took during presentation, just took it from Linda's blog.
School is ending in 2 weeks time, happy and sad. Anyway i love the current class (:
Holidays is going to be fun eh? Going to be very fruitful i promise.

IGNITE is this week, every ministry is preparing to give our best and show the world that YOUTHS CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE (:
Going to do hospitatity both friday and sunday then for sat i going help out in children church =D I love children man, the cutest thing!

Others Can, I cannot life! Others can do whatever with thier life,I cannot. I got a great future and i going to run this race in such that we may obtain a unperishable crown. (:

2008-01-09T07:43:00.000-08:00

Linda and me :D (random)

Well. Today is rather fruitful i guess.
Had a wonderful 2hr QT. I'm loving it
This year will be a year of hardwork and fruitfullness (:
I am loving every bit of my life, living for the greatest purpose.
More and more of Him in exchange of all of me.
I am just falling in love with the presence of God, this thick presence of God that refreshes and never fails to bring a peace to my heart.
Anyways went to saloon to do treatment, was more expansive than expected. =|

I realise that i am watching and listening to Pst Kong sermon almost everyday. I just love his preaching, so annionted and dynamic. =)
I am looking forward to the FUTURE!
Tomorrow is going to be another fruitful day, going out with Benjamin, Jonathan and WeiJie. Hahhhs. Benjamin is not driving tmr, last week we had so much fun! Tmr is going to be better.
Suddenly i feel like taking driving too. How cool can that be.

Anyway i am in love with Edhardy. Hhahaha. Say yes to Edhardy when i get my pay soon i hope.

"The economy of the Kingdom of God is quite simple.
Every new step in the Kingdom costs us everything we have gained to date.
Every time we cross a new threshold, it costs us everything we now have.
Every new step may cost us all the reputation and security we have accumulated up to that point.
It costs us our life.
A disciple is always ready to take the next step.
If there is anything that characterizes Christian maturity, it is the willingness to become a beginner again for Jesus Christ.
It is the willingness to put our hand in His and say, "'I'm scared to death, but I'll go with you. You're the Pearl of great price.'" (John Wimber)

One word, I will follow
Everything for your kingdom cause
I have nothing to lose
Naked i come into this earth, naked i will go

I love life! Every single bit :D
lalalalalaa. LIVE your life, Don't jus exist!

ps. i need to go gym soon :/ HAHA!

2008-01-07T10:13:00.000-08:00

HOGC very own HOSPI team! :D

My greatest honour will always be, to serve my Lord and King. =)
That will always be the my greatest honour.
After long conversations, i found that in life people go for many different things.
Some of them go for only money, guys, girls, titles, position, fame, looks, appearence.. i mean all those are important but i believe character is something way more important.

The Zeitgeist Of Our Church

To raise up a generation that is pure and holy.
A generation that is competent and sucessful.
A generation of great and godly families.
A generation of leaders.
A generation of volunteers.
A generation of missionaries.

A word class church in a first world nation with a first class spiritual atmosphere.

Lets all rise up to take our place (:
Some may thing that it is foolish.
Its okay! A fool for Christ =D

2008-01-03T09:35:00.000-08:00

Character vs. Appearance?
Truth vs. Popularity demand?
Conviction vs. Convinient?

This really keep me thinking..
hahaha. I made up my decisions anyway. (:

I will say,live and die for my convictions in life!
Nothing and no one can change that.

Falling back to my first love.
All over again
The world could never take you away =D
I CAN DO IT!

2008-01-03T07:55:00.000-08:00

Pastor Lia! My Role Model in life in all areas! :D Love her loads.

Pastor How! My Role Model in life too! =DDDDDDDD

Caught in worship, unglam but its okay. hohohoho!

Choir! I love choir man. We had so much fun during prac especially at night!

HoGc very own 3rd Day!

2008-01-01T07:59:00.000-08:00

Random photo taken during Choir prac! :D
It is 2008 now!
Yesterday had a great countdown service at church!

Love hatefully.
It is true that we cannot love without hate.
Love = Hate.
When you love the truth you will hate lies.
When you love God, you will hate people/things that destroy it.
When you love kids, you will hate people who abuse them.
You cannot say you love unless you hate.

So thankful for great things that happen for 2007
So thankful to have great Pastors - Pastor How & Pastor Lia
They are my role model in life, i think we cannot find Pastors like them who love us so much and build such a great home for the youths! :D

We are like boy Jesus growing up, we will grow up to be competant people in society, in the church world.
The best shall serve the best. The best people in society should not only work for money, they should work for a higher cost, the cost of Christ. Changing lives, changing the world.
One day when we look back and we will all we history makers and world shakers..
We will all do great things and keep our eyes on the things above..

I submit to you that if a man hasn't discovered something he will die for, he isn't fit to live.
Martin Luther King Jr., Speech in Detroit, June 23, 1963

2007-12-03T07:45:00.001-08:00

So inspired to do the same after seeing a blog that joy showed me today. HAHA

Come everyone, let me introduce you my interesting classmates.

On the left bottom, it is kausi also known as kausai
she is happily married for 4years and pregnant for about 15months already.
her voice can reach 1000hertz, so don’t play play. (=
shaking, dancing, screaming is part of her.
fave phrase: “jeremiah!”
btw, she have lots of scandals “back in india”..

Next to her we have our strongest woman in w46h, Vanessa
recently during her competition with the mocca man, she won. (:
check out her muscles before you try to do anything funny.
she can be like sugar but if you provoke her, just pretend to faint first so that your neck will be intact.
she have a very nice fashion sense like loving Ed Hardy! Cheers!

Behind her is someone who released her new album, Joy
her fave pharse ”mmmm mmm hmmm”, that is the verse, chorus and bridge (:
she is my singing partner even though she love to sing to her laptop a lot.
joy always show the can’t be bothered face, she loves to frown at pple when you say a cold joke
her screaming can reach the skys, oh she love the moon and stars
although she always sing mmmmmmmm mmmmmmmm, she has a nice voice, but she jus to lazy to use words.

On the top left side we have a giraffe, orangutan – Jaselin
she has a amazing fashion sense, she love to wear plastic bag to school =)
she ate too much long bean when she was small so in result she tend to be abnormal now, lookin at how she stands, you know what happen when you eat too much long bean.
she has another interesting career now, the ability to break lenses! So becareful when you are beside her, you never know anything can happen.
she can really sing, she is joining Singapore idol, superstar. Just hear her sing, and you will melt I promise. She can even sing a joke to you. – JJ (Jaselin joke)
but on the other hand, she has the ability to attract people. Hahah….. especially cheena people, oh yea she going china to spend her Christmas to find santa

Right smack in the middle is the cutest and the best, Carol (:
she loves to tell jokes. Funny, not funny, cold, hot, warm, chilling. Haha!
she knock too many doors that cause fingers to be up at the glass window. Oh!
Never emo- will not find her emo, she loves her life, every single moment of it
chicken head, see her wonderful hair you will know. The hairstylist was looking at guys and forget abt her that’s why the hair is uneven.
she have great fashion sense like Vanessa. Ed Hardy rocks. (=
amazing ability to make you laugh, check her laughter out.

Interesting classmate? Love them all (=

Can ONE make a difference?

2007-12-02T06:11:00.001-08:00

I was reading "whose child is this" and found something that is super interesting and so powerful!I finish the book in two days! A must read man (=

Background of this book, Bill wilson is a oprhan and his mother left him across the street and did not return for him. A christian guy notices him and took care of him, paid for him to attend a youth camp and from there he gave his life to Jesus. From there he felt alot of kids because of his background.. he gave his life to helping children and making a big difference all aroudn the world today.

Here is the extract..

A woman who could not speak English was saved in one of the services. After church she came to me(Bill Wilson) and said through a interpreter, " I want to do something for God", i really don't know what to tell her. I knew the language barrier would be a problem for the Puerto Rican woman because our workers must be able to communicate with everyone. So i told her just to love the kids. I explained, " We got lots of buses, Just ride a different bus every week and love the kids. Well, she did what was told.

Then she learn how to say "I love you" and "Jesus love you" in English. That all she could say. So she would ride a bus, sit in the font row and find the worst looking kid in the bunch and she would take that kid and put him on her on her knee and whisper " I love you" and " Jesus love you" all way to Sunday school and back home again. Thats all she could do. In her own simple way she loved the kids and this process continued for week after week.

Early in fall she told the bus ministry leaders she did not want to change bus anymore. She had found one particular bus that she wanted to continue riding. Actually, there was one little on the bus that the Puerto Rican woman wanted to attend to- She wanted to focus her time on this one kid.

The little boy was 3 years old, he was thin and always dirty. Even more significant was that he never spoke a word. Somehow the sunday school people taught him how to wait for the bus etc, Brothers and sister did not join this little kid and he rode on the bus himself. Everytime when he boarded the bus, the Puerto Rican lady was there to greet him. She would take the little guy in her arms and put him on her lap. Then this woman would tell him again " I love you" and " Jesus love you". She would repeat on the way back.

Weeks after weeks and slowly turn into months.. and the routine never changed. The Puerto Rican woman loved on one little kid, letting him know " I love you" and "Jesus love you". About two weeks before christmas, the routine did change. Like all the times before, the boy boarded the bus and received the love and attention of one woman who wanted to do something for God. Together they went to our sunday school.

After sunday school they boarded the bus for the ride home. One the ride home the woman took the young boy in her arms and put him on her lap. " I love you" and "Jesus love you". When the bus pulled to a stop in front of his apartment building, the boy did not leave, he turned around and for the fisrt time in our presence, this kid tried to speak. He look at Puerto Rican woman who wanted to do something for God and said, " Ahh..aaahh.. I.. la-la-la..looooveeee.. you...ta..ta..too." And with that gave her a big hug. That was 2:30 on a Saturday afternoon.

That very evening, around 630pm, the little boy's dead ody was discovered under the fire escape of his apartment building..

Today the boy is in heaven today because someone cared enough to show him love..He never experience love from his parents or anyone. No one ever cared for him before.. You no need to be a rocket scientist to know how to love, all you need is a heart. (= Just a simple "i love you" and "jesus love you" makes it all so difference. Reading this book is just so exciting, so many stories about small kids getting murdered or growing up in the horrible environment that majority become taking drugs, prostatiution etc..

Lets make a difference, One person can make a difference (=

2007-11-30T21:55:00.000-08:00

I realize that recently i have been taking alot of photos. (=
I have been reading "Whose child is this" by Bill Wilson! One of the most powerful book, it is just like the heavenly man once you start reading you cant stop. Yesterday alone i have read 100pages and i going to finish the book by today! So life changing, so inspired.

What are you living for?
What are you tired for?
Where are you going?
What is your point b?

So many thoughts kept running through my minds
Felt confused about some things
I decided to align my heart on the right path again (=

Ytd during QT with the cell group, i felt God in such a tangible way.
God spoke to me alot of things and such a great timing
This is the season of growth!
A season of changing, moulding, breaking the "I"
A season of fruitfulness..
A season of breakthrough!
A season of love! (=

My heart will always know its place
I see it coming..
One way, one life, one truth!

2007-11-27T05:47:00.000-08:00

At The Beginning

We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we’d have to go through
Now here we are, I’m suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope, you were there to remind me
This is the start

And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I’ll be there when the world stops turning
I’ll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I’ll be there when the world stops turning
I’ll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Knew there was somebody, somewhere
A new love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I’ve been waiting so long
Nothing’s gonna tear us apart

2007-11-27T04:16:00.000-08:00

some random pic taken today!
hahaha. i very lazy to blog abt what happening because there is simply too much.
I LOVE MY LIFE, EVERY SECOND OF IT! :D
from school to work to church, simply everything!
obviously i have problems, but it is the way you respond to it that matters.
Happiness is a decision and not circumstances.
Everyday i wake up i tell myself i am the happiest person and i begin to call forth things that do not exist as though they did.
Believing and seeing the unseen :D
Now is the time for breakthrough and nothing is going hold me back!
I cant wait for holidays although i am enjoying school. HAHA.
Exciting things coming up like VBS, Christmas etc!
Anyway camp is a blast last weeek, totally inspired & refreshed!

OTHERS CAN, I CANNOT!

2007-11-17T09:31:00.000-08:00

some random pictures. which there is so much more and michelle haven sent me. HAHAS. (:
anyways today met lingyin and brenda, we had a really fun fun time and we laugh till mad can. we went dhouby ghaut first and then to church. service was powerful as ever lah. i am amazed totally especially at the altar call part. :D
after that had launching, so many thoughts, like what roy said it is always about people!
then went brenda's dad coffeeshop and ate, talk, laugh and go mad together.
too tired to blog now, tomorrow need wake up early to meet weimin, gab, mich for breakfast and then meeting and then hospi.
very happily tired (((((((((((((((((:

2007-11-16T20:08:00.000-08:00

Zone camp next weeek. I just finish the Zone blog! It is going be exciting! Parachute band is coming! WOOOOO :D I going stay a day more before the camp because part of camp team so staying over in church from tuesday to friday (: Then morning all the RP going to go school tgt and we seriously going to wake each other up because next week there is UT as well. Going to be so so so fun. I just cant wait man! :D Going to bring alot of toothpaste to help people to do facial on the sabo night! :)

My new book i brought. Haven started reading yet. HAHA. It take 2 months to reach singapore from US! It is a very powerful book man!

My beloved cousin :D

My loves!

So many thing happen yesterday and to think of it was really funny. How people think and perceive things.

Proverbs 18:21 - Death and life are in the power of the tongue, And those who love it will eat its fruit.

Lets speak life because speaking death can kill people emotionally. (:
I must really make an effort to speak even more life and take note of the slighest details because some people really take things to heart.
I know who is my real friends in class man. So proud of them :D
I really treasure the great atmosphere we have in HoGc, all clean jokes, no gossips, no backstabbing, respecting authority, always serving. (((((:
No one is perfect, i know i am not or even near. But i am really trying man! WOO!

Now is the time for growth. Upsize 700!
So many things i want to do. Sometimes when the timing is the best, there will always have things to happen to stop it and break the relationship and momenturm.
The more problems there is, the more zealous i will make sure things work!

I am the happiest person on earth.
I love my life!
I call forth things that do not exist as though they did.

Later i meeting Lingyin and Brenda to hangout and after that i going service. :D
I think they are both sweet in their own ways and they are still so young. HAHS. Weekend is always powerpack, so exciting and life changing. I need to grow! A bigger hearted for OTHERS! My life shall not revolved myself and myself.
Be Big, Think Big, Grow Big!

Tmr is the final camp meeting! So exciting! But i am going for 1 hour then i go hospitality already. Another chance to serve! :DDDD Despite all that has happen i so happy becos i know my reason for living and my purpose and destiny is secured!

2007-11-11T07:58:00.000-08:00

What an fruitful weekend :D

I LOVE MY PASTORS! (:
As i came home with my CG pple.. we began to talk about how powerful is ytd and today sermon. I feel it coming.. BREAKTHROUGH like never before!
Today as i am being prayed, i laid on the floor and felt God's presence so so strongly.. Such a sweet presence of God's love. It is time to rise up again, it is the time to breakthrough, it is time to put OTHERS first. Now is the time!

Pastor Lia only slept for 2 hours last night or rather she only slept at 8am in the morning today just to prepare sermon for us. Even though she was very tired but she still preach with just passion and fire. I can really feel the annionting during worship and such sweet presence. I think only our Pastors will do it for us, they LOVE us so much. So so proud to have them as my spiritual parents in my life, really felt super blessed.

Today i did hospi! I always learn new things during hospi and i alot through observation. Just by being to serve Pastors, i really felt privillage. Haha. Even though it is just preparing food for Pastors, bringing it to them and just serving them. (:

This week is really a powerpack & fruitful week. Although i am really tired now but it is all worth it. I love my life! I feel that i am burning with fire now, ready to go anytime. HAHA. What more better life than to lay it down for this greatest cost. I just brought another book today or rather 2 before another book i going get next week. I brought "Whose child is this" by Bill Wilson, heard from Denise that this book took 2months to arrive after the ordered from US. Precious man. Another book i brought is "Hinds feet on high places" which is another very powerful book.

There's no escaping the truth, there's no mistaking it's you
There's no escaping your love, there's no mistaking your light

2007-11-07T08:11:00.000-08:00

so proud of myself.
3rd post of the day!
HAHAHA. i am editing blog now.
i am missing so many people now!
miss alot people seriously! HAHAHAHA. :D

2007-11-07T07:38:00.000-08:00

One word, You know i will follow
One heart, broken to You

2007-11-07T07:03:00.000-08:00

Oh. so many thoughts coming to my mind.
sometimes it is great to be simple (:
loving routine, simply loving what you are doing. simply loving God :D
16 more days and i will be 4year old as a christian!
Without God, Church, Pastors & leaders that have sown in my life, i won't be who i am.
Although i know i am not perfect but at least i am changing.

somehow i see different faces everyday and i really observe alot. the good and the bad.
i have been reading alot lately, still reading people person which is still with Alton now and some business books that my boss pass me. I think my perpective change alot after more reading, not so naive to think on the surface.

I gotta STOP procrastinate! I read from a book by Bob Adams, sometimes by prioritze the less importants things we end up not doing which is super true. I going to be more effecient and do things NOW!

Today got woke up at 7plus by my aunt because she wanted to ask if i wanted to get a ride back home. But i wanted to spend more time with my grandmother and cousin so i stayed for breakfast and lunch. Whenever if i have time i would always go find time for my grandmother and cousins, because sometimes when they aged they do not have alot of people to talk to. Of cos there will be age gap but just spending time will her happier (: I love to see people smile and seeing people happy! My uncle condo is inside so very difficult to come out because need to walk a distance so often she stayed at home to watch tv. How boring can tht be. HAHA. I bringing my grandmother out to eat next sat and after that to church. She said she will come if she is feeling better. I can't wait for her to come even though the praise and worship might not be her era one. But the word of God is the same man. How i hope one day my whole family can come church together! I believe it will come to past. Faith! Somehow it is just coming to church, but it is the love of God, the presence and the atmosphere. I just love my life! My past is redeemed, my present is secured and my future is DECIDED! The future is going to be so AMAZING! WOOHOO!

Tomorrow i am going sentosa with c7 & c2. Brenda msg me just now and then after we msg awhile then i called her to come with us tomorrow and she is coming! I miss her man. HAHA. It is going to be exciting. Going to use this chance to get tanned! :D As i look though the calander i noticed that Nov & Dec is a super busy month. VBS,Camp and alot more. So many chance to pon school. HAHAHA. Need to plan carefully (:

UPSIZE 700!

I call things that do not exist as though they did.

BREAKTHROUGH LIKE NEVER BEFORE!

2007-11-06T08:16:00.000-08:00

HEYS!
ytd went to office in the afternoon. (:
after that met joy van adli din yuhan gary to dinner at bugis. haha.
i ate pepper lunch. it was nice man. :D
i realise that gary's joke is really funny! HAHAHA.
anyways trained back with them. so fun.

today.
did QT for 2.5hours. super super powerful okays :DDDDDD
gotta to do more of these man!
then i went my uncle house to stay over because i promise my cousins.
they are super lovely! :D
so tommorrow i going back home after having breakfast here.

i going meet michelle tmr! :D super exciting. ohhhhhh. thursday we going sentosa. cant wait for it man

1000 is easy! UPSIZE 700!

I give my life to honour this xD

Choices!

2007-11-02T10:10:00.000-07:00

Choices

I think life is all about making choices.
Choices sums up your life.
I have made many choice to who i am today.
I have found my destiny and found my reason for living.

I choose to be happy even though circumstances might not be good
I choose to be faith filled instead of EMO
I choose to love instead of hate
I choose to speak life
I choose to put other first
I choose to be others centered
I choose to LIVE and not just EXIST!
I choose to love my life even though there are a million reason not to.
I choose to believe in a God that is ever true and faithful even when we are not.
I choose to serve others instead of being serve.
I choose to throw away pride

I knw what i am doing.
I am just loving my life, won't exchange it for others.
I feel that i am happy because i choose to be.
There is this joy that is always flowing out of me, not just trying to be happy but from inside i am happy.
I found my reason for living and not just existing

One life, live it!
going to love like never before
growing to be like never before
going to breakthrough like never before
going to be faithful like never before

If you want things you never had before, do the things you never done before!
I CAN DO IT!

2007-11-01T22:03:00.000-07:00

PICTURES DO SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS!

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2007-10-30T08:20:00.000-07:00

can you see i am going to fall!

one, two and three!

i cant believe! i am acting cute! haha. actually no need act. is a fact :D

HOY! :D
i am back to blogging. i am wondering when my blog would be dead. HAHAHA
anyways. today i went iceskating with van,jaselin,joy,debbie,din,adli and yuhan. although in the end only the girls went in. It is quite fun and me and joy learn abit of iceskating within a day!(: we all fall except vanessa! HAHAS. after that we went to eat at ljs and took din's car to town. The interesting part is 8 people squeezing in the car, common can u imagine it? Thats is seriously very crazy. Din driving, i sat in front then van seat at the bottom infront which i dunno how, then behind joy sat on debbie then got jaselin and yuhan sit on adli. Ohhhhh. should have taken a picture. (: when we reach town, we were shopping from hereen to taka to wisma. super tired. then after that i took train back home.

oh yes! ytd was english paper. it is quite okay. i saw alot of familia faces. my primary school friend mabel! hahah. was quite amazing because we din see each other for like 5 years and she still can remb me. then i also saw another pri school fren yong gui fron that sch. then after he msg me ask how was the paper. he is really funny! :D after that i went home slack awhile then went seng siong to check out prices for the Rp NyGen cookies babking! WOOHOO. oh. it is posponed to next week because quite rush also need to plan properly.

tmr is wed! first day to sch for this week. HAHA! oppppps. i better do well for UTS! tmr going meet jaselin as usual to go sch (: i suddenly miss school. hahaha. after school i going church! :DD for c zone events meeting for the planning of the upcoming camp! so cool can, it is going be so fun and amazing! meetings and more meetings! :D everything is going to a whole new level! i still remb the first time i was involved in the plannning of camp was two years back. ITS GOING BE EXCITING PEOPLE! Can you imagine seeing people lives changing every year? Everything is accelerating! I admit that i don't even knw all the integ in the cg now because everyweek there are more and more people. it is a good sign! so many lives impacted and changed by the love of Chirst. It is good being simple! doing the routines like QT everyday, just loving people, loving life and if do things out of love rather than you need to, you will see a difference in the result!

I am reading "people person"! so powerful lah! :DD

i listening the song "love" over and over again! so so so so nice. :D

I LOVE LIFE! ONE LIFE,LIVE IT RIGHT!

the world would never win my heart (:

2007-10-28T06:38:00.000-07:00

Your love is amazing to me
Your love is amazing to me
Fill my life with Your love ((((:

2007-10-26T22:31:00.000-07:00

So what can I say
And what could I do
But offer this heart
Completely to You

Truely what can i do but offer my heart. (((((:
There is so many things going on.
I can't wait for holidays! :D
So many things to plan and do mans. Youth Camp is coming and i cant wait for this yearly life changing experience! Vbs is going to be great too. WOOLALA! :D
Ytd had our first RP NyGen meeting at E3 dere, can really feel it coming up!
Next week we going bake cookies at Zach house, the whole RP group is coming. IT is going be amazing. :)

You made my heart sing

All i ever need is you

Romans 7:14-16
14 For we know that the law is spiritual, but I am carnal, sold under sin. 15 For what I am doing, I do not understand.For what I will to do, that I do not practice; but what I hate, that I do. 16 If, then, I do what I will not to do, I agree with the law that it is good.

2007-10-23T08:44:00.000-07:00

This verse is so inspiration. It talks about how God takes the foolish things of this world. Woah. I love my Jesus man! To many people God is a faraway figure, but i believe christianity is not a religion but a relationship (: He is so relavant to us and through this 4 years as a christian i never regret a moment of it because it is so exciting! Church is our home and we can hang out play pool and find real friends who will not backstab us jus like that. Pastors who love us so much and gave their life building a home for us and always loving and serving the people! Pastors that will be so relavant to the youth and always believing and loving us.

1 Corinthians 1:25-30
25 For the foolishness of God is wiser than man's wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than man's strength. 26 Brothers, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were wise by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble birth. 27 But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. 28 He chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things--and the things that are not--to nullify the things that are, 29 so that no one may boast before him. 30 It is because of him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for us wisdom from God--that is, our righteousness, holiness and redemption. 31 Therefore, as it is written: "Let him who boasts boast in the Lord."

The everlasting love

2007-10-13T11:38:00.000-07:00

http://www.godtube.com/flvideo1/39/26860.flv

WATCH THIS FULL VIDEO! :D

woah. it refreshes me when i watch this movie.
It is just like how God sent his son to die for us although God could had let any other person die but he chose to his one and only son to die for us. Letting Jesus suffer just for us because God love us much.
After walking with Jesus for about close to 4years now, i never regretted my decision and it is the best i ever made!
It is like knowing a friend that is 24/7 always there for us and more than that it is so fulfilling to be a christian and i have learnt so much throughout these years.
Although there are up and downs, but it is so awesome.
I AM SO HAPPY :D I am really happy on the inside because i found true joy and it is only found in Jesus. Such a great love, you need to try it for yourself!
Somehow i hav learnt not to seek 100% love or attention from friends etc but put your eyes on things above because they are eternal. Friends are big part of our lives but there will never be a perfect friend and things might happen and you never know.
Common, God even knows the numbers of your hairs! HAHA :D

So why not give this love a try?

2007-10-12T11:27:00.000-07:00

me and sujun
oh no! my hair blocked thea
us. :D
us messing HER hair. woo :D

now is 227am. i seriously feel like sleeping. YAWNS

hahaha. today is friday and sch ended early today at 3pm.

oh then today class is fun as usual. woah. i love w46h man. :D seriously and honestly one of my best class.

after school went debbie house. her house is really neat, then we hang out talk. we tuned her classical guitar but it is really out of tune so took very long. hahahs.

then go her friendster go disturb joy. HAHAHA. so funny.

then we went AMK hub eat mos burger. it is nice but expansive.

woolalala. then meet the rest of the people to watch Mr Wookcock.

Seokpeng is beside me and she is laughing real loud and i am serious when i say loud. HAHA.

after that me and honghwee send debbie to mrt and waited for her bus to come then we went back to join the rest.

woolalala. so fun man. i jus love them. then we took pictures. i shall post some cause most still with michelle. :D

tmr there is a very interesting thing called - church. its the best man!

THE FUTURE IS GOING TO BE AMAZING BECAUSE WE HAVE SUCH A LOVING GOD!

2007-10-10T05:58:00.000-07:00

i did not go school today. miss school man. HAHA. edwin pass me the video that was shown after their presentation. so funny man! poor thing ah kaien. :)

i woke up at 7plus then slept back then woke up at 8plus thinking to go school anot and decided not to because i having a splitting headache since monday. heavy flu and also i think my wisdom tooth growing the the gum like on top of the tooth then got alot ulcer. WAH. super sians.

end up din go prayer meeting too. having spitting headache! ahh

anyway i have been sleeping the whole day. woke up at 12pm, ate medicine and rice then slept at 4 then just woke up at 8plus again. haha

now studing for UT, tmr is cognitive. ohhhhh.

i meeting edwin fiona and linda to go sch tgt. mayb jaselin but she meetin her frens.

shall wake up early tmr! :D

lalala. random post.

i am loving life every moments of it, ask me why! :)

2007-10-08T09:43:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINDA. :D

hahah. too tired to blog. going to sleep and rest!

lalalalal. shall post more soon. (:

You made my heart sing.

The ability to flow flow flow.

2007-10-05T10:14:00.000-07:00

One life, i lay it down

One love, i have with you

One word, i will follow

One heart, broken to you

Hold my outstretched hands today

2007-10-05T09:57:00.000-07:00

boooo! hi people, i am back to blogging.

this blog has been revived! :D

so mani mani things happen during this past months.

good and bad. too much to say.

school has started, i am in w46h. great class and fun people. :)

everybody is getting closer as a class already. i starting to love school.

i am talking all my classmate now on msn. hahaha. i'm loving it. :D

all the faci is okay but i miss my first sem facis.

too much and too many thoughts in my mind, mayb i shall blog another day if i remember.

tmr is sat. i am going church! i am so so looking forward and tmr i on for cafe. last week is my time on hospi. so exciting serving in church. Everybody is going facebook now because of Pastor Joakim. Hahaha. Even Pastor How and Pastor Lia , where can we find Pastors that will be so relavant to us and even write on our wall in facebook.

I am reading "The heavenly Men",

it is one of the most powerful book except the bible. i was totally blown away how much hunger brother yun have and how much he had gone thru for the greatest cause!

Totally inspired, renewed, refresh. :)

I am ready to go again, all over again!

I am so happy not on the outside but from the inside. Because i found my true joy!

For my greatest honour will always to serve you my Lord and King.

2006-03-04T04:38:00.000-08:00

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate, our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, 'who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not just within some of us; it is in everyone. As we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
-- Nelson Mandela (1994 inaugural speech)